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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Just keep chugging

Finals are well underway or should I say preparing for finals. ugh Can I just tell everyone how worn out I am with school? I'm tired I really dont' want to do it anymore. This semester has been a real struggle for me. Yes one because I'm pregnant and not just pregnant but I'm anemic too and my energy levels are really low, but also cause this is my 3rd semester straight. I've gone to school for a year now with the only real break l Fast august when Ron and I both working at 4 am! I am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I will graduate in December. HALLE FREAKING LLUJAH!!!!! I know this last chunk of school is going to be no easy task. With a baby on the way and being in school full time? I wonder how I will ever get through. I've reallly struggled this semester and to be honest I am starting to not care anymore. I'm really just trying to keep my head above water. I'm quite glad that ron will be graduating in July. I'm ecstatic actually. Sorry I'm venting, but really I HATE SCHOOL RIGHT NOW!!! haha I wish spring would come and it was warm outside. Ron has already noticed the spring bug in me cause I wear bright colors and yesterday I bought fabric for my skirt for sewing class and it was very very spring like. It is green purple Hot Pink and Light pink and white. I know it sounds like I just describe vomit after easter but its actually super cute. I like it anyway. Ron did too. He said it was very Maggie Like. I hope thats a good thing. Anyways I'm really looking forward to next semester. Why you may ask if I'm so sick of school?

Here is why

Ron graduates
I only have class Tuesdays and Thursdays from 8-11
I will finally have this baby
It will be warm again
I can plant a garden
Have barbecues with friends... ummm mainly the wrides
Sit outside in the evenings and listen to the world around
All while the weather is at a perfect temperature...

Yes these are the things I literally day dream about at least once an hour.... These last 2 weeks are torturing me and I wish I didn't have so much to do. I wish I could go hide somewhere and have it all completed for me!!! Any volunteers?

2 comments:

Caryn Allen said...

Since I've done the giving birth thing already, I think I'd pick that over taking on your school load. But since neither of those things are feasible, I'll let you suffer. However, if you need a should to cry on your a pillow to scream into, you can always come over here and I'll rub your back while you cry about it. :) You're getting to the tough stage of pregnancy. The baby's developed and just getting bigger and ALL you want to do is quit being sore and give birth already! I'm rootin' for ya, girl. YOU CAN DO IT!

Chris & Stephanie said...

Hang in there little sis. You will do great and all will be well. I promise the time will come sooner than you think. Just let me know if you need to have another girls night out.